ConFuSeD oF mY FeeLinGs
Sunday, April 22, 2007
{Friday} Theres So Many Chances For You To Speak To Me But You Chosed The Time When I Just Reached Class, Dump My Bag And Was Getting Ready For A Walk In School.. I Couldn't Stay Long Enough For Your Answer And Left With My Friend.. You Said You Will Answer Me During Recess.. I Waited During Recess And You Never Appear.. You Just Walked Away When You Saw Me.. Just Like I Wasn't There At All.. School Is Over And You Hadn't Answer Me Yet.. Luckily It Was Raining And Almost Everyone Was Force To Stay Back A Little Longer.. I Took This Oppurtunity To Talk To You And Wanted You To Answer Me.. But I Don't Know Which Question You Were Answering And That Ends Our Conversation.. Soon After That.. My Friend Wanted To Ask You Something.. I Walked To Another Side While The Both Of You Were Talking.. At Last You Had Gave Me An Answer For The Question I Asked Quite Long Ago.. But I Don't Know If I Should Believe This Answer Of Yours Or Not.. Because You Did Not Answer Me Face-To-Face..
{Saturday} Went To School To Watch Afternoon Session's BasketBall Match And It Was So Damn Boring Untill My Friends Started To Play With Water~ I Wasn't Suppose To Play With Them But I Couldn't Resist Playing With Water.. Luckily I Didn't Have To Walk Back Home After That.. I Made Her Fetch Me Home Hehe.. I Pity One Of The Girl Cause She Argued With Her Mom While We Were In School.. Hope She And Her Mom Are Fine Right Now.. Hope The Peoples That Played With Me Today Could Stay As My Friends At Least For The Rest Of The Year..
The BasketBall Match Continues Next Week But Don't Know If I Would Have The Chance To Watch It..
I Found Out That He Had Been Long Lying To Me Today.. But I Have No Rights To Be Angry At Him.. Maybe It's Because Of I Never Trusted Him Too Deeply Yet.. [Different People, Not That Guy]
~*~I Don't Know What Else To Crap About XD Haha~*~
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
4/22/2007 01:26:00 AM
StuPiD DaYs
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Yesterday... While I WAs Walking To School.. You Came In Front Of Me.. Stopped Me And Ask If You Could Talk To Me.. I Stopped And Listen To What You Wanted To Say.. I Still Couldn't Understand What You Were TAlking About Yesterday... I AM Too Slow In Understanding Things These DAys.. The Only Thing I Guess I Could Understand Is ' Why Aren't You Smiling? Laughing Happily Like The Day Before? ' I Don't Know How Should I Answer This Question Of Yours.. Why Should I Have A Smile On My Face Even Thought I'm Unhappy? How Could I Smile At A Time Like This? I Could Only Answer You ' You Really Don't Know The Difference Of Real Laughther/Smiles And Fake LAughter/Smiles ' Right Before We Walked Into The School.. I Told You That You Chosed Not To Answer That Question I Asked.. I Really Wanted You To Answer That Question.. But Why Couldn't You Answer? Is A Yes Or No That Hard To SAy? I Wouldn't Mind If Your Answer Was A No Cause I Couldn't Mind.. But Your Answer Was A "Don't Know"
I WAs Wondering Later That Day.. Why Did You Chose To Talk Outside Of School? Are You Afraid That She Would Saw? If You Really Are Afraid That She Would Saw Then Why Won't You Just Answer Me A No And Be With Her? I Rather You Answer Me A "No" Then "Don't Know" Even Thought I Hoped That It Would Be A "Yes" If You Really Answered Me A "No"... I Would Get Hurt Too But At Least I Won't Suffer For A long Time Like Now.. At Least I'll Suffer Lesser Than Just Guessing Now..
Today.. OMG! They Are Actually Gonna Break Up! AGAIN! Swt... This Couple Is So Swt.. Well At LeasT This Only Their 2nd Break Up.. Theres Another Couple That Broke Up Three TImes And Are Still TOgether Right Now.. Well WhatEver I Don't Care About THat Couple.. I'm Just Worried About The Couple Thats Gonna Break Up Tomorrow.. Or Maybe They've Break Up Already By Now.. But Why? You Two Looked So Happy And Lovely Just Last Friday =.= Holding Hands Walking In School.. And After A Few Days.. Both Of You Says That You Guys Wanna Break Up >.> Haizzzz... But If You Really Wanted To Break Up.. Break Up In School =P I Wanted To See How A Couple Break Up XD But Of Course I Wouldn't Want The Two Of You To Break Up..
Why Do I Care So Much About Other Peoples Problem While I Still Can't Handle Mine? >.> Before Science Class Is Over.. I Heard My Friend Talking Something About You.. Your Past.. Well.. I Wouldn't Write It Out Now.. Maybe Later... I'll Go Ask Her Again..
~*~Here Ends My Crapping~*~
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
4/19/2007 11:31:00 PM
Erm... Am I Happy Or Am I Sad? Should I Be Happy Or Should I Be Sad?
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
What Is A Blog For? I Really Don't Know So Don't Care About What I Wrote Here...
I Played Skipping Rope In The Rain Today.. It's So Much More Fun Than Only Playing Plain Skipping Rope Hehe.. Even Thought I Know I Was Gonna Get Sick If I Played In The Rain But I Don't Care
HopE I Get SiCk After That Big Dip In The Rain XD And Also Hope That I Can Play Skipping Rope In The Rain Again =)
Wow... The 'Genius' In A Class Actually Talked To Me Asking Is That Rumor True.. I Couldn't Really Answer Them Since I Don't Know What You're Thinking Now.. I Only Answered One Of Them ' Don't Ask Me, Ask Him.. I Don't Even Know About It Myself Now.. ' One Of Them Told Me You Don't Want To Tell Him.. I Answered Him ' I Asked Him Before.. He Said No One.. But When I Ask Him Again He Said He Don't Know.. ' And Then We Left That Class After What I Said..
I Really Hope That You Can Answer The Question I Asked You Thru MSN That Day.. Cause I Don't Have The Guts To Ask You In School.. Let Me Know So That I Wouldn't Suffer That Much.. I Feel So Sad When I Saw You Talking To Her When I Wished You Werent.. I Rather You Scold Me, Hit Me, Shout At Me, Slap Me, Blame Me Or Even Bug Me Alot Like Before Than Not Talking To Me Like Now..
I Know The Main Reason That You're Angry At Me Isn't Because Of What I Did Last Friday.. Protecting My Best Friend Isn't The Main Reason.. And I Know You Could Still Pour That Bottle Of Water On Me That Time If You're Really Angry At Me.. Just Tell Me Why Were You Angry..
You're The Only One That Ever Said That To Me.. Also The Only One That Treats Me That Good.. You Treated Me Too Good Untill I'm A Lil Afraid.. But I Don't Even Know Why.. Thats One Of The Reason That I Ignored You In School Few Times.. But Did I Hurted You That Much When I Ignored You That Wednesday? They Said That You Nearly Cried.. I Believe What They Say.. But Why? You Were Just Fine When I Ignored You Before.. And After That Day.. You Treated Me Diffrently.. I Felt Like Crying In School Everyday After That Day.. I Cried When I Read Your Display Name On MSN.. You Did That Purposely Just To Scold Me.. And Since That Day.. You Started To Ignore Me..
Before That Wednesday.. You Would Be Sad If I Ignored You And Be Real Happy When I Started Talking To You.. But After That Wednesday.. Talking To You And Only Looking At You Makes Me Sad.. You Would Be Angry At Me And Looked At Me Fiercely When I Talk To You.. But I Didn't Tell You.. I Only Acted Like Nothing Happened..
I Wanted To Talk To You Everytime I See You.. But I Didn't Have The Chance To Do It.. I Don't Want It To Only Stay For That Time.. I Don't Want To Stop Our Conversation If We Ever Talk Again.. I Want It To Last Forever.. I Promise I Won't Ignore You Anymore.. But I Guess It's Too Late To Say These..
~*~Crappings~*~ (Don't Mind Me Crapping Here)
[=> Hopes <=]
=>2nd March Would NeveR End
=>You Didn't Get Sick Cause Of The Rain Today (I Still Remember What Weather You're Kinda Scared Of)
=>I Could Get Sick Soon
=>I Could Play In The Rain Again (It's Just Too Fun)
=>You Could Answer That Question
=>I Could _ _ - _ _ _ _ - _ _ _
=>Let Me Be Happy Starting From When School Starts Till School Ends For One Day Without Any Sadness
Here Ends My Crapping~
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
4/17/2007 11:42:00 PM
How Romantic Are You? I Got 38 Points lol
Saturday, April 14, 2007
HOW ROMANTIC R U? GET
A PIECE
OF PAPER
AND NUMBER IT 1-11 (NO CHEATING)
SEE YOUR RESULTS AT THE END OF THE
TEST.
WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN
THE SUBJECT BAR.
1. WHAT SHADE OF HAIR DO YOU HAVE?
a) Dark.
b) Light
2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT TO:
a) Go to a party?.
b) Go out to eat?
3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR OUT OF
:a) Baby-Pink
b) Yellow
c) black
d) Turquoise
4. PICK YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBY OUT OF:
a) Surfing
b) Skate-Boarding.
c) Skiing
5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUT OF THE
FOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD IT BE?
a) Louis Vuitton
b) coach.
c) against all odds
6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE OUT OF
THE FOLLOWING?
a) Hawaii.
b) London
c) FLorida
7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU RATHER GOTO:
a) The Beach?.
b) Somewhere Cooler?
8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH?
a) January
b) February
c) March.
d) April
e) May
f) June
g) July
h) August
i) September
j) October
k) November
l) December
9. WOULD YOU RATHER:
a) Chill at home
b) Go out with friends.
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE INSTRUMENT
OUT OF:
a) Guitar.
b) Bass guitar
c) Drums
d) The Triangle
11) NAME A PERSON OF THE
OPPOSITE SEX
==== NOW MAKE A WISH! ====
**ANSWERS**
1. a. dark= sexy [5points] /
b. light = sweet [2 points]
2. a. go to a party = playful [2points] /
b. go out to eat = romantic [5 points]
3. a. baby-pink = cute [2] /
b. yellow = loud [3]
c. black = emo [5]
d. turquoise = sexy [5]
4. a. surfing = active [2] /
b. skateboarding = determined [2]
c. skiing = daring [5]
5. a. Louis Vuitton = tasteful [7]
b. coach = laid back [2] /
c. againt all odds = stylish [5]
6. a. hawaii = you like being around
people [2]
b. L.. = You are quiet, and like the
cold [2]
c. florida = You like to party! [5] /
7. a. beach = tan, likes the sun [5] /
b. somewhere cooler = pale and
original [2]
8. a. January = popular [5]
b. February = lovely [2]
c. March = loud [2]
d. April = playful [5]
e. May = happy [5]
f. june = chills a lot [5]
g. July = smooth [2]
h. August = fun [5]
i. September = quiet [2]
j. October = out-going [2]
k. November = pimpin' it [5]
l. December = warm [2] /
9. a. home = quiet, romantic [5]
b. go out with friends =crazy [5] /
10. a. guitar = eye-catching [5]
b. bass-guitar = mellow [2]
c. Drums = loud [2] /
d. Triangle = crazy [5]
11. This person will fall in love with
you!
SCORES!!!!
UP TO 17= LOUSY GET A LIFE MAN
18-20=OKEY
21-35 = Rather ROMANTIC
36+ = SUPER ROMANTIC... U ROCK !
NOW REPOST THIS IN THE NEXT 2 MINUTES
AND YOU WILL HVE GOOD LUCK WITH YR
ANSWER FOR NUMBER 11
REPOST AS: HOW ROMANTIC R U? I GOT
[__] points
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
4/14/2007 12:09:00 AM
Colours~ Choose..
You opened this bulletin, you
have to re-post this with the color
that you are.
W•H•I•T•E•
i really don't care anymore
B•L•A•C•K•
ur single now but u like some one alot!
M•A•G•E•N•T•A•
Heartbroken
P•I•N•K
taken and happy =]
P•U•R•P•L•E
Wish you could go back in time and say
your sorry and change what had
happened that you didn't want tohappen...
S•I•L•V•E•R
Taken & Loving it and love that person
with all your heart
O•R•A•N•G•E•
Like someone but they dont like u back
and it will never happen
Y•E•L•L•O•W
Single, not hating it, not loving it,
just waiting for a certain someone...
G•R•E•E•N
Like someone A LOT and says they like
you back, but arent going out
T•U•R•Q•U•O•I•S•E•
Like someone who is taken
R•E•D•
kinda like some one but just waiting
to see what happens
B•L•U•E•
like someone and dont know if they
like you back
R•O•Y•A•L•B•L•U•E
keeping it gangsta
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I Think Mine Is BLACK PURPLE And RED
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
4/14/2007 12:04:00 AM
Hmm..
Thursday, April 12, 2007
My Blog Had Became My Diary LOL
Theres Too Much Things I Can Write Everday Since Alot Of Things Happen Everyday.. Just Had To Translate What I Wrote In School Into English (I Wrote Things That Happened In School In A Book Using Chinese) Hehe.. A Little Lazy To Type What Happened These Two Days.. Maybe I'm Gonna Add It In On Weekends
Hehe.. Hope I Know What I'm Saying And Doing.. I Can't Concentrate On my Studies For Some Reason @.@ Haha.. Thats All.. Sorry For Wasting Your Time To Read These..
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
4/12/2007 08:25:00 PM
InJuReD
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
I'm So Unlucky Today... I Fell Down While I Was Chasing Him And Injured Both Of My Knee And My Right Hand... But I Don't Fee;l Any Pain When It's Time For Outdoor Activities...
Even Thought He Acted Like He Hates Me Alot And Is Hitting Me... I Still Feel The SAme... But Why Did He Say Those Words?
When I Started To Use The Computer To Surf The Internet I Noticed Something... I Signed Into My Second Account On MSN And Then My Main Account And Found Out That One Of My 'Friend' Had Just Blocked Me And Just Unblocked Me Yesterday... I Was Always Thinking If She Did Block Me Or Not.. And Today I Finally Found Out That She Really Did! I Was Angry Yet Sad At The Same Time Even Thought She's In My Personal Hate List... But What Can I Do? Nothing... The Only Thing I Think I Can Do Is Continue To Hate Her... LOL.. Let's See What Happens Tomorrow.. I Won't Talk To Her For Sure But I Could Ask Him.. Because I'm Sure He Knew It All Along.. He Lied To Me... Soon After I Knew That.. My Leg Started To Hurt Again.. But My Heart Hurt Even More..
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
4/11/2007 12:12:00 AM
FAiLuRe
Monday, April 9, 2007
I'm Such A Failure... I Can't Believe What I Just Did... I Just Went To Talk To Him... Even Thought I Said I Never Want To Talk To Him... I AM A Failure... I Don't Know Why I Don't Know How.. Haha... But... The Feeling Is Different From Before... I Don't Feel The Same... Or Did He Changed? Haiz... Should I Be Happy Now? Or Should I Be Sad? I Confused My Feelings Again.... I Hope Time Could Be Stopped When I Talked To Him... But Too Bad There Was Another Person That Made Our Conversation Stop... So We Went Back To Our Places... When We Met Again After That... I Don't Know Why But I Think I Asked Something That I Shouldn't... He Wouldn't Act Like That Before But Now... I'm So Confused Now... What Should I Do? I Hope That We Could Talk Like We Did The First Time He Said Those Words To Me... On That Day... I Hope That Day Would Never End... What Does He Want Now? I Hope That I Wouldn't Shed Another Tear For What He Is Going To Say In The Future...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
4/09/2007 09:39:00 PM
Speechless.... (Don't Know What Title To Put)
Saturday, April 7, 2007
Haiz... I Really Did Cry Last Night... What He Said Really Hurted Me... But Does He Know About It? I Guess Not... Since He Made Me Feel Like Crying Again Now... I HATE HIM! I Regret That I've Met Him! I Regret That I've TAlked To Him! I Regret That I've Wanted To Know Him! I Regret That I've Helped Him... I Regret Everything That I Did That Day... I Decided... I Never Want To TAlk To Him Anymore... No Matter What Others Say... I Won't Regret What I'm Saying Now! I Know Theres Someone Thats Gonna Be REal Happy After They Read This Or Know What Happened
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
4/07/2007 12:50:00 PM
You Call Today Good Friday???!!!
Friday, April 6, 2007
What The Heck... So Many People Cried Today And Today Is Suppose To Be Good Friday =.=" -.-" Swtness...
Siao Wan So Many People Cry... They Cried In School Some More... Later Don't Know Who Else Gonna Cry... Me Ar? Hmm... Maybe Maybe Not Wahaha... Haiz... I Also Don't Know... It Depends... No More To Write Liao... I Felt Sad Today... But Who Cares... Lalalalala~ Sing Out Loud At Home Then Ok Liao... Hehe...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
4/06/2007 08:04:00 PM
