FAiLuRe
Monday, April 9, 2007
I'm Such A Failure... I Can't Believe What I Just Did... I Just Went To Talk To Him... Even Thought I Said I Never Want To Talk To Him... I AM A Failure... I Don't Know Why I Don't Know How.. Haha... But... The Feeling Is Different From Before... I Don't Feel The Same... Or Did He Changed? Haiz... Should I Be Happy Now? Or Should I Be Sad? I Confused My Feelings Again.... I Hope Time Could Be Stopped When I Talked To Him... But Too Bad There Was Another Person That Made Our Conversation Stop... So We Went Back To Our Places... When We Met Again After That... I Don't Know Why But I Think I Asked Something That I Shouldn't... He Wouldn't Act Like That Before But Now... I'm So Confused Now... What Should I Do? I Hope That We Could Talk Like We Did The First Time He Said Those Words To Me... On That Day... I Hope That Day Would Never End... What Does He Want Now? I Hope That I Wouldn't Shed Another Tear For What He Is Going To Say In The Future...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
4/09/2007 09:39:00 PM